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[31 May 2005|10:38pm]
new public journal _factoriessoooo...ADD ME

it is in the process of being formatted by wonderful leise.
1 miles away|where's that death ray?

[24 May 2005|11:39pm]
i just argued with my mom for 3 hours about existance and religion and the credibility of the bible. she cannot prove anything without using circular reasoning. there is nothing wrong with the way she operates...but i do not understand it. i don't understand how people can operate on faith.

gah, i have so many theories that i forget about while i'm thinking of another. "how can people operate on faith?". i've answered that. existence is faith. there is no way to prove that i am sitting here writing this because memories are fallable. the only thing that makes anything real is faith. i believe that i am typing this, therefore, within my highest sense of reality, i am typing this. but, i could not be typing this. i could be sitting in the middle of an open void with no arms or legs. i could be imagining my laptop and my very extremities. my memories of going to school today could be entirely fabricated. those who cannot accept this are blind. i am entirely fallible, and within realizing this i have created a more universal truth than "every action has an equal and opposite reaction". for, even that phrase itself could be fabricated inside my own head.

what shall i do with this information? embrace it. i cannot convince anyone else of believing this because there is nothing here to belive. i believe in nothing, i lack the fear of nothing. i have strength and wisdom upon realizing this. i am seeing things clearly. but still, what shall i do? i shall live within my own reality. it might be untrithful, but it doesn't matter if it is wrong or fallible, and when it is proven wrong i will say "oh, i was wrong". i will accept whatever seemingly more truthful reality i have been given, and i will even doubt it's very existence.

i will live within myself, and when i have come out of myself i will live within the larger self, and the larger self shall become myself, and so on, and so forth.
3 miles away|where's that death ray?

[16 May 2005|09:04pm]
starless by king crinsom makes me feel that way.
where's that death ray?

[02 May 2005|09:34pm]
5 minutes into "antennas to heaven" by godspeed you black emperor gives me that feeling.
1 miles away|where's that death ray?

[11 Apr 2005|10:14pm]
friend cut, no exceptions. if i'm cutting you i'm cutting you.

edit: that was harsh. if i'm cutting you it is because i never talk to you because we aren't even close friends. this is a blunt way to see who on my friends list i still consider a close friend...no hard feelings, but people drift. if you want to rekindle our friendship and be readded...be my guest, or friend, or something.
4 miles away|where's that death ray?

[19 Dec 2004|09:51am]
my DeviantArt

i just posted a bunch of new stuff.
where's that death ray?

[11 Nov 2004|03:42pm]
Friends only assholes
6 miles away|where's that death ray?

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